Thursday, March 02, 2006
wanna know how i feel?
i doubt so. who cares? everytime i apologise to someone, im at the brink of tears. im one step further from being accepted. one step further from belonging. im a reject. can't you see? i don't even belong here, im not of this world. why can't i just leave now?
Lord take me. please?
im pouring out sympathies, im showing i care. but no one can survive just giving right?
im also in a state of confusion. im supposed to be getting and drawing strength from God, but im so lost. im fumbling in darkness, He's reaching out, but i can't find Him.
im so i tears, tears that i can't cry. tears that i keep in. im flooding inside.
i made it known at 8:31 PM
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